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¿the Fear of Understanding*
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[17 May 2004|02:05am] |
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my journal profile doesnt say the i love you chica thing on it? if you were referring to aim that is aim/aol's fault because that was changed like 2 reformatts ago like 3 months ago, now my aim profile is just someone saying i should change my profile.
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| about my day- about my life. |
[17 May 2004|01:00am] |
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I am a black cloud for the town of New Milford. Every time I drive past the ambulance barn someone gets hurt. Today on my way to see Jenn I drove by the ambulance barn to see if anyone was there. No one was there so I kept going, about 5 minutes later call for the ambulance goes out, about 5 minutes later ANOTHER tone goes out for another call. At this point there still arent enough volunteers there for the first call. Then another 5-10 minutes later a 3rd call goes out, there are only 2 ambulances in NM so it had to go mutual to sherman, it was crazy!When it rains it poors!
From there now I go hang out with Jenn and we went for a run around the track in Newtown. We are both pretty talkative people so it was more of a walk than run so we could talk but we did that for about an hour and 30 minutes. From here is where it gets funny. I'm wearing the talk nerdy to me shirt [compliments of chris,compliments of his ex][hope i dont get you in trouble with that one! =)], right, and me and her were definatly talking nerdy to each other and she didnt realize what the shirt said till after our conversation. We were talking about our lives compared to Sins and Cos's and Cot's in.. haha.. oh yes then we changed the equation by putting us in a hyperbola inside an eliptoid. Then we talked about planearity of time and space and dimensional analysis. It was insane I talked to her about those wierd things I think up in my head that NO ONE understands and she understood it--- i think more than me [*scratches head*]. She is a genious and a math major and a bio chem major all in one, oh yes and she works at arby's. Yes, she told me all about your visit yesterday, meghann, and how you guys forgot something to drink and went back up to get water. I didn't ask for that much detail, just when she said you came in i said did she get large mozz and large curly like usual =).
Ya so that was my really dorkish day with a girl. I'm fairly positive I like her and I'm fairly positive she likes me [in a more than friendish way] but I'm not really sure how to react. Not sure if I want to pursue or not, or even if I'm ready to. *shrugs* oh well, time will tell. Me and her like sat and watched people run and walk the past few times we have been out and we figure out what song they must be "listening" to by their pace. Haha this one guy was funny cause he would do a really slow lap and we would come up with some song, then hed do a really fast lap then a slow and then a middle. Different song for each one....good stuff...good times.
so I dropped off Jenn and proceeded home. I stopped in at the ambulance barn because I saw donovin and mike best standing there, we talked for a few minutes...sure enough the sky came crashing down and a call came out about 5 minutes into talking. we left and another call came out 5 minutes later. and i shall say it again, when it rains--it poors!!!
i think thats all i had to say tonight, if i think of anything else I'll add it [this is pretty long as it is though]. This stuff is probably only interesting to me so if you got this far--Sorry if it was boring.
oh ya i did think of something else...gomez in less than a month in NYC again...W0O baby w0oH0o!
_Steve-0 ~ the B&C
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[17 May 2004|12:33am] |
First I must address the issue some kind anon. brought to my attention ~in response to the comment about my profile, i merely forgot to change my profile. However, a part of this update will address this issue further.
Next I must address the thing that is shadowing over some people in NM and possibly elsewhere. I hope anyone who was friends with him finds some way to cope. I know its tough loosing a friend I went through it a couple times. My thoughts and prayers are with all of you. [Meghann] I heard you weren't doing so well with it so I hope you feel better. My services are out there for you to talk to, but I'm sure you would rather Drew which is perfectly understandable. If anyone else would like to talk to me about it I'm up for listening.
do to the not so solem'ness of my next comments i will post this and start a new post because...just because. i hope you all feel better.
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| sucky night |
[09 May 2004|12:08am] |
Tonight seems to be pretty sucky. First I went down to best hits, but it was closed so I guess there was no show. From there I went over to WestConn to see if anyone was around. Hung out there for a little bit while it was cool, then people started drinking and smoking pot and I felt awkward, but I waited around 'till 10 cause Jenn was supposed to get off work then and I figured maybe we could hang out. She said she would call my cell at 10 but she never did, oh well she must've forgotten, its ok shes not feelin too well so its understandable,so . . .I left for home. Then I get home to find out my 24 year old sister has high school kids here drinking and you guessed it, smoking pot. So I really don't feel comfortable here either. Oh well. Hope you had fun at your prom meghann and hope you make it home safe (i definatly DONT mean that sarcasticly, im serious, in case you take it that way). Good bye Steve
Oh ya, something I forgot to mention, last night I had more fun then I've had in a long time.
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[28 Apr 2004|11:23pm] |
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wouldve figured you could at least sense me a little better...i'm glad i was the extra ton of cash in your sinking life raft.
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